Thursday, 21 March 2013

Allah Ya Rahman, Ya Rahim

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. :)

Alhamdulillah,
Bersyukur ke hadrat ilahi
Dengan rahmat dan limpah kurniaNya
Aku masih lagi diberi peluang untuk bernafas di bumi yang fana ini.
*senyum* :)

Eheh. Ayat skema. Tapi itu lah yang aku rasa. Akan tetapi, sejak akhir-akhir ni aku rasa diri aku semakin TUA. I'm not even hit 22 yet but I can feel that I grow older day by day. Is it indicates I'm getting closer to DEATH? *feel scared.Should feel joy instead* 

Yeah aku rasa semakin TUA dan TUA selepas menjalani proses penampalan gigi! Bukan satu tetapi DUA! Sampai ada classmate aku cakap, "Kau tak gosok gigi, eh?" LOL. Gigi adalah satu ciptaan Allah yang sementara. Seorang doktor gigi tak bermakna dia tidak menghadapi masalah kerosakan gigi. Doktor gigi adalah MANUSIA yang akan mati. We are temporary. 

Haaa, banyak la lagi yang membuatkan aku rasa semakin tua. Yang penting umur itu petanda yang umur kita semakin pendek dan semakin hampir dengan kematian. Oh, ini bukanlah yang aku nak cerita pasal tajuk di atas.

Nikmat Allah

They're countless! Boundless! Infinity and beyond! Eh? *ni da macam toys story*. Hee. Allah ada sebut dalam Quran yang kalau kita ni tak akan dapat bayar balik semua nikmat yang Allah bagi dekat kita walaupun kita menggunakan seluruh perbendaharaan yang ada dalam dunia ni. Whoaaaa. :O Baaaanyaaakk sangat weh. 

Okay, kat sini aku nak cerita perihal dentist sikit. Ye lah, aku belaja 'Bachelor of Dental Surgery' tak kan nk cerita pasal engineering and etc pulak. So, sorry la kalau ada term2 yang kurang difahami sikit. Tanya saudara Google eh? ;) 

If you guys go through my dental record books; Prosthodontics, Conservative Dentistry, even Oral Biology (during my first year) you guys can spot so many " 'A's"  I've got. Alhamdulillah. My Cons (Conservative Dentistry) teacher, Dr. Swathi always says like this, "Sarah,your work is very good but you do it tooooo slow. Your patients won't open their mouth for sooo long. They'll get tired." *feel devastated*.

Somehow, people might see me as a 'pro-student' for always coming out with perfect grades and nice works. Well, they actually don't know how hard I was to do all those things. It's not I'm purposely to do it nicely, but it just came out like that. How to describe it? "A gift from God?", "Gifted?", "Innate behavior?". *I don't know*. 

To be as one of centers of attraction, to be a 'well-known' person among the lecturers, to be known as a smart girl as I got Distinction(D) for all the First Year Subjects and etc they're all beyond my imagination. If you asked me, I rather to be someone relatively 'unknown', 'underground person', someone just intermediate (tengah-tengah). 

But, there's a power who overtaking me and arranged my life in this way. Sometimes, we never asked Allah for a good result, just asked Him to ease our works, ways and etc. But He wants to make us happy, He give the best result instead. Because He knows what we need. 

Jadi, di sini apa yang aku cuba nak sampaikan sebenarnya adalah, "See.. How beautiful our life is?" Cantikkan susunan Allah Yang Maha Mentadbir dalam mengatur hidup kita?. Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah. Tapi, manusia macam ni lah. Kadang-kadang lupa nak bersyukur pada Allah. Tapi pegi mengeluh, salahkan itu, salahkan ini. Haish. Manusia, manusia. Kau memang kan? 

Oh, aku cerita perihal aku bukan lah nak menunjuk-nunjuk. Aku tahu dalam diri setiap manusia mesti ada satu kelebihan yang Allah bagi dekat kita tapi kita ni je haa yang buta tak nampak-nampak 'logam' kita yang satu tu. Mungkin boleh tanya dekat kawan-kawan apa kelebihan kita yang mereka nampak. Aku tahu aku ada banyaaaaakkk saaanggaatt kelemahan. Dan Allah kurniakan orang-orang yang mempunyai kelebihan disebalik kelemahan aku tu. *faham ke ayat ni?* Like, in this world we,human and the ecosystem are compensating each other. Lets say 'A' has is an outspoken person and 'B' is not but he always has superb ideas. So, B tells A about his ideas and A will tell them to everyone. Human can't produced oxygen, but plants can provide the oxygen. Plants can't produced carbon dioxide but human breath out carbon dioxide which is highly needed for plants respiration. That's how our life works.

Okay, dah panjang sangat rasanya aku membebel. Jadi, fikir-fikirkan lah nikmat yang Allah dah bagi dekat kita selama ni. 'Maka nikmat Tuhanmu yang manakah yang kamu dustakan?' [Surah Ar-Rahman]. Jadilah hamba Allah yang bersyukur sebab Allah ada sebut dalam Quran 'Sesungguhnya golongan yang bersyukur itu sedikit sekali' *lebih kurang macam ni lah maksud dia* 

Lagi satu, mungkin kita lihat kehidupan seseorang yang berjaya itu semacam dia tidak mengalami kesusahan seperti kita. Ingatlah, hidup ini ibarat putaran roda. Ada masa kita di atas, dan ada masa kita di bawah. Kesenangan itu lebih bermakna dan manis selepas kesusahan. She went through hardship to get into that position. Itulah yang dinamakan NIKMAT ALLAH. Allah yang nak bagi. Sebab Allah nak UJI. Kita ni bila dapat nikmat makin tunduk, sujud kepadaNya atau semakin TAKABBUR? (nau'dzubillah) 

I think it's enough for now. It's too long already. Okay, jazakumullah khairan kathira for reading ^_^ .
Good night. 

Friday, 15 March 2013

The 'Past Tense'

Bismillahirrahmannirrahim..

Assalammu'alaikum w.b.t

It has been months since the last time I was blogging. We got 3 weeks off for mid sem holidays. It's kinda short but alhamdulillah I felt very much nourished after met all the people of paradise in shaa Allah, my family <3. Sorry, my english was very bad since the secondary school. I learned for the sake to pass the examination. Remember, SPM? almost 5 years ago. Huhu.

Okay, today I wanna share some of my thoughts during the day. I did tweet about it in twitter but twitter provide toooooo little characters per one for me to express my overwhelmed feeling. Lol. *padahal takda idea langsung* So, here it is. Enjoy! though you may not.\(0.0)/ 

I think it feels good
When someone you 'loved' before 
Said s/he can't let u go
It means, you leaved intense mark in their heart
Ecehh. :D

If we come to think deeper about this thing
Who is the owner of love?
ALLAH
Who gives the love between two or more people?
ALLAH
Who holds our heart?
ALLAH

So,
Human to human relationship usually doesn't last long
Why?
Because we gonna die!
Even if one of us aren't died yet, surely we'll be separated one day
Our feelings and emotions keep on changing day by day
Or at a faster rate?
We might love our partner today more than yesterday or vice versa

Let me go straight to the point.
This is for people who are in a temporary relationship
Not-yet-married-relationship.
Though the married one has chance to divorce,but I don't want to talk about them now
Lets say, in a one fine day you guys 'break off'
#Pranggg! Hati jatuh, pecah, takda harapan dah nak hidup like "This gonna be the end of my life"
Err, please don't utter these words.
Who asked you to give your heart to whom you're not yet halal with?
Serve you right. HAHA.

Well, I did encounter this situation before.
The 'monkey-love' thingy
I'm very much thankful and grateful to Allah for stopped my stupidity
Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah

When you break up with your partner,
Do you ever think that Allah loves you more than your 'past tense' did?
He wants to draw your attention to Him
Only focus on Him
He provides you the way to come closer to Him
He gives you the light
You're too far from Him when you're madly in love with your 'past tense'
He wants you to pray, ask for forgiveness as He is The Most Merciful and The Most Forgiving.

He wants you to built the love with Him first before the others
Because He is your Lord.
My Lord. Our Lord. ALLAH.
He loves us more than our mother does
Because He is The Owner of Love
If He didn't install the love in our heart, we'll not fall in love with that person
That's why there're people who love and hate us.
Subhanallah, Masha Allah
And usually we love our partner the most after Allah and Rasulullah.

He loves us MORE than one could imagine.
When we've reached the limit, 
Which is too far from Him
He tests you with the 'break up'
He wants to give you something better
REWARDS (pahala) and PARADISE
He doesn't want you to go further away from our purpose of life in this temporary world

So, 
Don't despair on His mercy.
Keep on praying, hoping, repenting and believing in Allah.
He won't disappoint us.
He wants us to rely solely on Him
As He is our Provider, Sustainer, Cherisher, Nourisher
He always listens to us.
And never ever fail to do so.
He is so busy but still gives His best attention to us
Hear our du'a
Gives anything that we need in this life
And many more.

So,
Is it appropriate for us to love a human more than Him?
Obviously, NO!
We should love Him more than anything in this world.
Then only our life will be full of His blessing and we'll feel the contentment of this life.

LIVE THIS TEMPORARY LIFE FOR THE PERMANENT ONE
Prepare for the Hereafter

Allah loves you and why you keep on complaining about you so-called inadequate life?
He gives what you NEED.
Not what you WANT.
Yeah, you can ask Him to grant you anything
But only He knows what's the best for you.
Accept every single thing with an open heart.
Complaining will lead to various complication,
Headache, hypertension n etc.

Live this life beautifully with Allah inside our heart.
Think about His Greatness
How beautiful He created this world for us to live in and to serve Him.
Live this life according to Allah's Law
Not according to our own self desires.

Okay, I think it's enough for tonight. I'm super sleepy from the start.
May Allah bless us. May He didn't stop giving us the light which will always guides us to His path. 
Ameen.

Jazakumullah khairan kathira. 
Wasalam. :)














Friday, 11 January 2013

Hari Lahir ^.^


Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.. 

10th of January.
Today is my elder sister's 23rd birthday.

Well,
Age is just a number.
In which we always keep on counting every year.
Throw a surprise birthday party to celebrate that particular person.
Why?
Because we want him/her to be happy and feel appreciated.
That's one of Human desires and temptations.
Including me.

It reminds me to the 4th hadith of 40 hadith complied by Imam Nawawi.
About 'The Creation of Man and The End of Charity'
Okay, let me explain further in Malay.
My english is poor and bad.

Hadith ini menceritakan tentang:

     1.  Asal usul kejadian manusia.
- Manusia diciptakan secara beransur-ansur. 
- Bermula daripada tanah (penciptaan Nabi Adam a.s) atau dari air mani (nuthfah) yg berasal dari tanah. Kemudian, segumpal darah (a'laqah), seketul daging (mudhghah) dan seterusnya ditiupkan roh. 
- Hal ini jelas untuk menunjukkan bahawasana, manusia dicipkan secara berperingkat dan mempunyai jangka masa yang tertentu. Jika tidak, tidak lah kita semua hidup dalam rahim ibu-ibu kita selama approximately 9 bulan, bukan? Oh, sungguh Allah Maha Teliti

     2.  Ditulis empat kalimat semasa dalam kandungan.
- Setelah kandungan itu hidup kerana ditiupkan ruhnya oleh malaikat, maka diperintahkan kepadanya untuk ditulis 4 kalimat mengenai :
  1. Rezeki; banyak/sedikit, dengan cara yang senang/susah, jalan yang halal/haram.
  2. Ajal; panjang atau pendek umurnya.
  3. Amal; baik atau buruk pekerjaannya.
  4. Kesudahan nasib dirinya; bahagia atau celaka.
-  Apabila Allah mengizinkan kejadian seseorang manusia itu, maka malaikat akan pergi ke Luh Mahfuz utk menyalin empat perkara di atas serta jantina dan sebagainya hingga kepada sifat-sifatnya yang kecil. Semuanya ada belaka. 
- Begitulah ketetapan Allah kepada setiap manusia. Tetapi kita tidak tahu bagaimana tulisan tersebut. Jadi, urusan kita sebagai manusia adalah melakukan kewajipan dan meninggalkan laranganNya. 

      3.  Sehasta saja dengan neraka atau syurga.
- Dalam hadith ini, dimaksudkan bahawa adapun orang yang ketaatan dan amalnya tiada jarak dengan syurga kecuali sehasta contohnya semasa waktu muda, tetapi nasibnya adalah malang sebab suratnya telah terlebih dahulu menetapkan ia adalah ahli neraka contohnya, fasik ketika tua dan dalam keadaan itu ia mati pada masa ia asyik dengan perbuatan ahli neraka. Maka kerana itu, masuklah ia ke dalam neraka. 
-Dalam sanad yang seterusnya, hadith ini menceritakan tentang mereka yang bahagia pengakhirannya. Adapun orang bahagia kerana ia mati dalam amal ahli syurga walaupun pada kehidupan sebelumnya ia telah banyak melakukan amal ahli neraka sehingga neraka itu jaraknya cuma sehasta, tetapi disebabkan perubahan yang dilakukannya, maka akhirnya ia dapat memasuki syurga.
 -Baiklah, di sini mungkin akan timbul satu persoalan di mana; "Kalau dah ditetapkan macam tu, kenapa perlu beramal lagi?" Haa, ada terfikir  tak?
- Tapi, masalahnya sekarang, kita tahu ke kita ni masuk syurga ke neraka nanti? Tak tahu kannnn??? So, takkan nak berhenti buat amalan macam tu je? Kan nak jadi hamba yang bersyukur dan taat pada Allah.
- Sebab tu lah kita tak boleh berputus asa dalam melakukan ibadah kepada Allah. Lakukan ia sebaik-baiknya ibarat kita akan mati pada esok hari. Maka, boleh la amalkan satu doa Rasulullah s.a.w.
"Maksudnya: Hai Tuhan yang mengubah / membolak-balikkan segala hati!
Tetapkanlah hatiku atas agamaMu" 
 - Jadi, amalkan lah doa ini supaya hati kita tetap dijalan Allah dan mengalami pengakhiran yang baik. Iaitu: *bertemu dengan pencipta, *layak untuk masuk syurga, *bersama-sama org yang mencintai Allah (mesti lah nak dengan family sendiri kan?) dan *dapat kembali,balik ke kampung kita yang sebenar (syurga).
 
Penutup:

As a conclusion,FIRST in this hadith it shows that a man is created gradually in a particular manner. There's a flow from early stage to the next. An infant was not made suddenly with perfect limbs. It took 9 months to formed a perfect human body with Allah's permission. 

SECONDLY, it says about our daily practice is a condition approximating us to be rewarded as good or evil, heaven or hell. So, recheck our actions. As a muslim, every action we took should be considered as ibadah and not fruitless and meaningless one. 

#It should be published yesterday. But due to some problem,it has been delayed. Anyhow, Jazakumullah khairan kathira for reading. :)

May Allah bless you and me. We enter paradise together. InshaAllah.

Wasalam.




Thursday, 10 January 2013

Hari-hari Yg Mendatang

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Assalammu'alaikum w.b.t
:)

Hari-hari yang mendatang.
Amatlah rugi jika ianya diisi dengan perkara-perkara yg tidak berfaedah.
Apakah contoh bagi perkara-perkara yang tidak berfaedah itu?
Tepuk dada, tanya iman. 
#senyum :)

Ianya subjektif.
Lain orang, lain fikrah, lain kefahaman, lain tahap keimanan,
Lain jawapannya.
Sebab itu kena tanya diri sendiri.

Jika tanya saya,
Perkara tidak berfaedah itu,
Termasuklah tengok movie, dengar lagu, stalk FB orang and etc.
That's my opinion.
Terlalu rigid ke?
OR
Common lah jawapan kau ni.
#sengih nampak gigi :D

Entah,
Tarbiyah buat saya berjaya tinggalkan korea, movie, lagu-lagu and etc.
Yes,
Karat-karat itu masih ada.
Masih dalam proses untuk perbaiki diri.

Sebab,
Saya ingin merasai mati itu hanya sekali.
Susah payah dekat dunia yang sementara.
Impikan kehidupan akhirat yang kekal abadi selamanya.
Nak masuk syurga.
Tak nak masuk neraka.
Bukankah ini jawapan kita bersama apabila guru bertanya semasa sekolah rendah?
Ingatkah lagi wahai kita semua?

LUPA.
Yeah, itu memeng sifat manusia.
Sebab itu kita digelar sebagai insan.
Yang bermaksud "PELUPA"

Ingat lah kembali pada cita-cita kita sejak kecil lagi ini.
Supaya,
Dengan kedewasaan, kematangan, dan nikmat yang diberikan ini,
Dapat mendekatkan kita kepada Sang Pencipta.
ALLAH
Tuhan Yang Esa.


Sudah lama tidak mencoret apa-apa catatan dalam blog yang usang lagi bosan ini. Kewajipan yang ada melebihi masa yang telah ditetapkan untuk setiap manusia. Kewajipan yang tidak semua manusia sanggup untuk menggalasnya kecuali diizinkan Nya dan diberi pinjam kekuatan untuk menjadi seorang muslim yang luar biasa.

Saya impikan pekerjaan itu. Dan Dia, Maha Mendengar rintihan hamba-hambaNya. Moga Allah, Tuhan yang membolak-balikkan hati ini menetapkan hati saya untuk terus tsabit dijalanNya. Amin ya rabbal 'alamin. :) Begitu juga dengan anda semua. Ameen. 

Sekian, Jazakumullah khairan kathira. 

Friday, 9 November 2012

Me and Islam

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Assalammu'alaikum w.b.t.. May peace be upon you :)

Alhamdulillah.. Finally, I got some idea to blog about. It's about ME and ISLAM. 
Who am I? Who are you? 
If someone is asking you this kind of question, what's the first thing will come up in your mind? 
I'm Malaysian? I'm Sarah (your name)? I'm a doctor-to-be? OR I'm a muslim?
So, what comes first? It should be "I'm a muslim" :)
As we know, in Malaysia if you were born in a Malay family, then you're considered to be a Muslim. While the other races are not. It was stated in Federal Constitution of Malaysia. Therefore, we are a descent Muslim. I am a muslim because my parents, grandparents, great grandparents, and etc are muslims. Alhamdulillah. 


Before I understood islam (inshaAllah), I never be really grateful with this priceless delectation. MUSLIM. Why? Because I got it for free. I inherited it. Simply think I already got a ticket to enter jannah (paradise). So, what is there to be worried about? But as I grew up, I attended various programs which had widely opened my closed eyes and triggered my mind to keep on thinking about my life. Gave me a beutiful and miraculous insight the different side of Islam.  Islam is not a ritual like other religions. It is beyond than that. Beyond our imagination, but under Allah guidance and concerned. He sent Quran to our beloved prophet, Muhammad s.a.w for human all over the world. 
Islam is a way of life!
If we looked and studied about OUR history, Islam is the greatest religion among all. It mend us to be a very good and pious muslim, whom always get ready to work for Allah (jihad fi sabillahรŸ hurm, ade ke org yg allergic dgn this term?). Why I enlarged and highlighted the word 'OUR'? You know, sometimes we didn't feel that the Islamic histories are belongs to US. Not only specifically for those who lived in Mecca and Madinah, but for ALL MUSLIM. Why we're so lazy to think, to bother, to know, to gain knowledge about our history? WHY??? 


Is it because we're to busy with our studies? Dunya? Playing games days and nights? Watching movies, dramas n etc? LOL! Wake up, ladies and gentlemen! We SHOULD review our history. From there we will know the ups and downs of Islam. Islam is the strongest religion before. We could appreciated the efforts of Prophet Muhammad s.a.w in spreading Islam form secretly (sir - rahsia) to openly (jahr - terang-terangan). How He's being cursed by the musyrikin Mecca on that time who totally and firmly against a 'new' religion brought by Muhammad ibni Abdullah. It is very hard and difficult to raised Islam to be on the Top of the world, which become a reference by all parts of the world. 


But it's only took few days or maybe a day or less than that to fall. And it was fatal when the Caliph System was totally abolished by Mustafa Kemal Atatรผrk and the kafirun. So, the islam fate today is the result of the fallen Caliph System. T_T. 
We're at the top yesterday. And we're at the bottom 
today.
So, from here I start knowing Islam deeper. I started to appreciate the title 'Muslim'. It's priceless. Even if I were to gather all the wealth in this world, I still won't afford to pay this delectation. Subhanallah, Alhamdulillah. All praises to Allah. So, ladies and gentlemen... We should know about our history, gain knowledge about islam as to strengthen our faith. Think: 
Are we a muslim by CHANCE or by CHOICE?
If we claimed to be a muslim by CHOICE, so stop being ignorance! And please start to care about our religion and ummah. Yes, Allah has promised to us that one day Islam will be on the top again as in the previous day. It's sunnatullah. But, we choose either to be someone who just see from far the rise of islam or we incorporated along with the increment. Well, it will cost you lots of things to be sacrificed and dropped out. But, remember the reward is JANNAH. If you not crave for it as you always craving for good foods, just sit back and relax, continue being ignorance. This ummah doesn't need you! Here is a hadith :
From Abu Huraira (r.a) from Rasulullah s.a.w , "Whoever Allah wants good for him, He (God) gave insight in Ad-Din"
Let's have a du'a to Allah for Him to give us a deep understanding about our religion, Islam. Being a muslim by CHOICE. Always be ready to serve Allah in any conditions. And firmly believe in Him. No God other than Allah. Laillah ha illa Allah. 
Let's us recap the purpose of Allah created us in this dunya. 2:30 and 51:56. He created us to be a caliph in this dunya and for us to worship Him. So, be mindful of Allah. Allah will be mindful to you. Get to know Allah in the moments of ease, Allah will know you in moments of difficulty. 
Allah doesn't need us, but we highly in need HIM.
His mercy, blessing, forgiveness, refuge and etc. Hopefully, He will continuously gives us hidayah and taufiq for us to live in this mischievous world.

Jazakumullahu khairan kathira. Thank for reading. ^_^

Wassalam. 

Saturday, 13 October 2012

Express Rakyat. =.='

Bismillahirrahmannirrahim..

Asslammu'alaikum w.b.t.. may peace be upon you. :)

Okay, this gonna be a short and express post. I swear!
Dah lama tinggalkan belog ni ha..ade masa, takda idea. Ada idea, tak depan laptop/tak cukup masa utk berblog.

Starting from end of September, I'm officially a second year BDS student. :) Alhamdulillah. One year passed, another 4 more years to go. GO! GO! GO! heh, gilss. Well, we're now the seniors and got numbers of juniors. 2nd year is really no joke. More hectic *maybe* than the first year. Oh, of course.....life is getting tougher and harder as we grow up. Tak kan nak hidup macam budak tadika je setiap tahun...Ish..macam mana islam nak maju!.

Ok, perlu bersiap-siap utk majlis makan-makan yang dianjurkan oleh budak lelaki MBBS. Adios! 

Monday, 13 August 2012

Saya suka sebab...

Bismillahirrahmannirrahim..

Assalammu'alaikum w.b.t.. :) May peace be upon you.

Okay, kali ini saya ingin bercerita mengenai perkara yang saya suka. Ianya adalah INDIA.hehe.

Kenapa saya suka India?

1. Saya mula mengenal Allah dengan lebih mendalam di sini.  

2. Dapat melihat islam dalam kaca mata yang berbeza. Sebab saya nampak orang yang berbangsa lain juga menganuti islam dan bukan sahaja orang 'melayu'.

3. Al-Quran bukan sekadar sebuah kitab yang dibaca untuk menambah pahala tetapi perlu difahami serta diamalkan. Ia adalah manual untuk kita menjalani kehidupan seharian.

4. Solat tarawikh di Manipal, bacaan bagi portion surah selepas al-fatihah itu panjang mengikut susunan surah di dalam Al-Quran. So, anda akan berdiri lama untuk menghayati bacaan beliau. Saya suka! :)

5. Saya dapat merasai roh Ramadhan di sana. Walaupun berjauhan dengan keluarga, kami berusaha untuk tidak membiarkan Ramadhan kami berlalu begitu sahaja. Malah Ramadhan kali ini lebih bermakna sebab kami menghadapi peperiksaan akhir universiti ketika menjalani bulan yang mulia ini.

#I'm still searching for Ramadhan's soul here, in Malaysia. Well, I need to build it up myself.

6. Bila berjauhan dengan keluarga, pergantungan kepada Allah itu sangat kuat. Saya tidak bermaksud apabila berada di Malaysia saya sudah tidak bergantung lagi kepada Allah, tetapi sifat bertawakkal kepada Allah itu lebih.

7. Di India ada home delivery. Jika malas untuk keluar bilik mencari makanan, just called and ordered. Pay on delivery. Mudah bukan?

8. Pembahagian masa di India. Semasa bulan Ramadhan, waktu subuh di India lbih kurang pukul 5 pagi. Sangat awal bukan? Tapi saya suka! :) Sebab permulaan hari saya awal. Usai solat subuh, macam-macam perkara boleh dilakukan. Pembahagian masa di sana tidak sama dengan Malaysia which is 12 hours for each day and night. Di Manipal, kadang-kadang, malam lebih panjang. Kadang-kadang,siang lebih panjang.

9. Usrah. Di sini baru saya faham tujuan usrah yang sebenar. Alhamdulillah.

10. Baru saya ketahui bahawasanya, saya adalah hamba Allah yang bekerja untukNya. Walaupun berat untuk melakukan sesuatu perkara itu, tetapi sebab saya adalah hambaNya dan sememangnya diciptakan dengan tujuan taat kepada perintah Allah, jadi saya wajib untuk melakukannya. Oh, anda juga seperti saya.

11. Lecturers di India awesome! Mereka tidak kisah untuk mengulangi pengajaran mereka jika di antara kami, ada yang masih belum faham. And diorang tak cepat marah. Eh,yeke? hehe.

12. Duit India macam jutaria. haha. Barang di sana sangat murah berbanding di Malaysia. So, I keep on complaining that Malaysia is so expensive and bla bla bla bla. Ok, kesian bagi yang kena tadah telinga tu. But, I've to accept the fact and try to cope with it. 

13. I feel special there. Because we're foreigners. So, we got attention from others despite of the weird / jerk looked. Plus,because we're muslim. 

14. I became a mature and independent girl. :) 

Banyak sangat tarbiyah dari Allah sepanjang setahun menetap di India. Yes, I was homesick. But bila dah balik Malaysia, I keep on talking about India to my family. How nice and good to be in India, Manipal. The weather is just nice. Walaupun ada fungi bila tiba monsoon season. 

There millions pros by studying abroad. I bet! But of course, you need to cherish yourself and seek for the advantageous in spite of the disadvantageous. Carilah islam itu di mana-mana. Fahami ia. I think islam is the major reason why I want to migrate to other country after finished the government services and getting married. *ok, my future husband. Please take note. Lol!*

That's all. Thanks for reading.

Jazakumullahu khairan kathira.