Few reasons why sometimes I hate to be at home

Fuhhh.
Uhuk. Uhuk. Uhuk.

Alhamdulillah, now I'm home.

A place of happiness, laughter, and bla bla bla.

Well sometimes I just don't like to be at home.
Why?

A daie shouldn't remain at home.
He/She need to go out.
Mingle with the society.
Detect the problem facing by the community.
And try to help them out.

The most important,
Spread the true message about Islam.

Thousands out there still doesn't understand Islam as a whole.
Me too.
I'm still in the phase of learning.
BUT,
With this little knowledge I have,
I need to tell the world.

Oh, yeah.
I forgot.
It should be started at home.
Spread the understanding to your relatives.
Allah had mention in Quran about this.
Couldn't agree more.

So, whats the problem here?

T_T

I rarely stay at home for a long period.
Except during semester break.
Yeah, now I'm toxicated.

If being at home will add my sins,
I prefer to go out.
Serious talk here.

But,
You should take it as a tarbiyah from Allah.
If u live for Allah,
You won't be disappointed by others' reactions towards you.

If you know you got scolded because Allah let it happened to be,
You'll feel relief.
Because you deeply understand the root of these trials and tribulations.

Ok, now.
Did you fell relief?

In shaa Allah.
O Allah, borrow me Your strength.
Because You are al-qawiy.

Enough,
Go and get the mop.
Start doing house chores.