Bersyukur disebalik Musibah :)

Assalammualaikum w.b.t...


Alhamdulillah,  dengan izin-Nya saya masih lagi diberi peluang untuk bernafas serta menabur bakti di alam dunia yang sementara ni.


When we talk about gratefulness, thankfulness, gratitude or any other words synonym with 'bersyukur', we always refer to delectation (nikmat). Of course! It's a must to be grateful with what has been given to you. If not, you'll end up with dissatisfaction and inadequate.


Last Tuesday we, dental students got a prosthodontics practical. I was extremely sleepy and tired (not really) to do anything! Sambil berlagu riang and half-awake, I did the trimming half-heartedly and keep spit out about my uncontrollable sleepiness. 


The situation was: Most of us were in the middle of trimming our mandibular's special tray using Schallack base plate. Ok, anda mungkin tidak fahan akan terms yg digunakan, tp buat-buat faham ok? >.<. Some of us were a step advanced, some were a step behind. Depending upon your skills, concentration, and how serious you are while working! Not to forget, how Allah ease your work. That's why we're not in a same phase/step. 

Ini adalah Schallack base plate. The one that we're using  is brown  in color.
Handle it with care. It is a fragile item.

This one is a mandibular (lower jaw) cast of edentulous (toothless jaw) person.
Ok,this is how your jaw will looks like  when you extract all your permanent teeth.

I was trimming the special tray according to the border which had been drawn on the mandibular cast (2 mm higher than the sulcus). This material is hard and need to be rendered over the flame before you molded it over the cast. This in one of the step to make a complete denture(gigi palsu) for edentulous patient.


Okay, continue. Benda ni bila lembut senang la dibentuk, tapi bila da mula keras and then you still put on pressure it possible to crack then, 'prakkkk' = broken! That's what had happened to me. But till the crack, not yet 'prakkkk'. I said to myself, 'Ahhh, alamak! Dah nak patah!'. Because of worry about it's condition, I ask one of my friend, 'Nampak tak crack kat tengah-tengah tu?'. 'Tak ade pun', si kawan menjawap.


Well, human only can see the gross features. Not the bonds between particles (mmg la, sbb the bonds-thing is in the theory part). Dalam hati, saya berdoa, 

"Ya Allah, if this is my final work and the one that is fates to be submitted,

 let me finished it till the end. If it is not, then let it broken by any means."

Then, tak lama kemudian ia ditakdirkan telah terlepas dari pegangan dan akhirnya jatuh ke bawah meja. Broken into 2 pieces. Sorry no photo for it cz I left it in my locker at faculty. What shall I say first? Bersyukur doa dimakbulkan? Berasa terkilan dan bersabar dgn ujian yg diberi? You asked for it, didn't you?   Why you feel regret? You should feel great! Because Allah granted your pray! He heard you asked for His mercy. I shall say alhamdulillah, right? Alhamdulillah....if not i won't know whether to proceed with the cracked specimen or make a new one. Allah showed me the way. Isn't it sweet?


Well friends, jika Allah tidak menguji kita pada masa lalu mahupun sekarang, I wonder how we'll be. Allah uji untuk tarbiyah kita indirectly to be a GOOD muslim. He molding us to be the greatest among the greatest of His servant. Typically we always heard teachers said the cream of the cream (referring to intelligent and brilliant students). Bersyukurlah dengan setiap ujian yang datang melanda. If not, we're not who we are now.  Dari ujian yang diturunkan, kita diberi banyak sangat pahala; such as pahala bersabar, pahala beribadah, mendekatkan diri kepada-Nya n etc.


So, say ALHAMDULILLAH (All praises to Allah). Apabila timbangan pahala lebih banyak dari timbangan dosa, maka layak lah kita untuk masuk syurga Allah. InshaAllah :). I'm sure all of us craving for Allah's paradise and none of us wish to be thrown into hell. Jadi, jaga iman dan tambah amal. :) 


'Sesungguhnya, bersyukur itu lebih susah drpd bersabar'

"Dan janganlah kamu (merasa) lemah, dan jangan (pula) bersedih hati, sebab kamu paling tinggi (darjatnya), jika kamu orang yang beriman" (3:139)

Jazzakumullah..

Prologue

Assalammualaikum w.b.t


This is not my first time writing in a blog. I've done it before but since writing isn't my passion, i deleted the account. My first entry would be boring and so tedious, cliche n etc...


The purpose i decided to create a blog is nothing but (ayat typical our Indian lecturers) , merely to remind myself more than the others. As an 'insan' which means forgotten, i tend to forget many things i'd said to my friends and others. Saya pelupa yang amat dan saya perlukan peringatan. Saya perlukan tarbiah untuk diri sendiri supaya saya mampu untuk melakukan ibadah secara istiqamah (berterusan, continuously). Anda pula bagaimana?


Saya takut jika sebarang peringatan atau perkongsian yang saya berikan kepada sahabat-sahabat sekalian itu tidak bermula dengan diri saya sendiri. Khuatir perkataan yang dikeluarkan  akan memakan diri di akhirat kelak. Na'uzubillah. Jika terdapat kesalahan dalam entries saya, silalah beri teguran dan TUNJUK AJAR. Tegur tapi tak ajar/perbetulkan itu tidak bagus. 


Well, i hope the objectives will accomplish. InshaAllah. Aims should be embedded in each of our action. Doing something without any purpose is seems useless. Allah is also created us with some purpose, right? 


The question is 'how you manage your day today for the endless hereafter life?'
Bak kata Tuan Taufik, 'hidup untuk puaskan kematian'...


Jazakumullahu khairan wasalam..

this reminder is right in front of my eyes during study. I barely peeked on it even for a while