Tarbiyah I

Bismillah as-rahman ar-rahim..

Assalammu'alaikum w.b.t


Well, so much things happened nowadays which inhibit me form blogging. (Duh, macam la suka ber'blog). Macam-macam perkara yang berlaku tidak kira suka, duka, gembira, sedih, menangis, marah, rindu, sayang n etc. No matter how hard we tried to do the best, if Allah forbids you can do nothing. 


Oh, based on the title for this new entry the last sentence doesn't show the situation that I was in. Especially the pre-comma sentence (ayat sebelum koma). Before that, let me explained to you about the types of trials.


This is based on what I've listened to Ustaz Pahrol tazkirah at ikim.fm.


Secara asasnya, ujian yang datang menimpa kita adalah dalam 3 bentuk:

     1.  BALA

• Iaitu ujian yang diturunkan kepada orang yang jahat/kurang baik ketika dia sedang melakukan kejahatan.
• Sebagai contoh: Seorang pencuri, ketika sedang mencuri Allah takdirkan dia ditembak oleh polis, lalu cedera parah / more severe mati.
• Naudzubillah. Semoga kita dijauhkan drpd ujian sebegini kerana ianya tampak hina di dunia mahupun akhirat.

    
    2.  KIFARAH DOSA

• Iaitu ujian yang diturunkan kepada seorang hamba yang baik, jarang melakukan kemaksiatan tetapi semasa dia melakukan maksiat, ujian pun datang.
• Sebagai contoh: Seorang pemuda yang baik budi/amalnya pergi dating dengan awek dia. Naik kereta sama-sama and then accident. (Ke exaggerate sgt? ok, I cant think of a better example for this)
• Ujian seperti ini tidak lain dan tidak bukan adalah untuk menghapuskan dosa si pelaku dosa. 
• Ujian yang kedua ni, paling banyak berlaku di antara kita.

    
    3.  UJIAN UNTUK MENINGGKATKAN DARJAT DISISI ALLAH

• For this type of trial, sorry I couldn't hear properly what's the name. Ustaz ckp laju sgt, tak dapat nak tangkap as it was the first time I heard the noun. (Takda la laju sgt, tp saya lampi)
• Ujian ini adalah untuk meningkatkan darjat seseorang disisi Allah.
• Sebagai contoh: Orang yg beriman dlm perjalanan menuju ke masjid dan ditakdirkan oleh Allah, dia kemalangan semasa dlm perjalanan.
• Okay, this kind of trial what we should desire the most! Sapa tak nak dinaikkan taraf/darjat di sisi Allah. Tuhan sekelian alam!

Faham? Atau ada sebarang keraguan? Feel free to ask the expertise in this field. Jangan malu untuk bertanya, nanti sesat jalan =.='

Ustaz ckp, dalam hidup manusia ni bermacam-macam ujian yang menimpa kita. Kadang-kadang ujian tu sama cuma dalam bentuk yg berbeza. Sekali Allah turunkan ujian, haruslah kita belajar/mengambil pelajaran terhadap ujian tersebut. Ulamak mengatakan ujian Allah ibarat batu-batu kecil, tapi pabila seseorang individu itu tidak belajar dari ujian itu,maka Allah turunkan yang BESAR (ustaz ckp batu bata).

Okay, I'll give example based on my experience. Just to give an idea and trigger your mind to think how sweet it is tarbiyah directly from Allah. Allah is The Greatest Murabbi! :)

Hari isnin minggu lepas, kami ada exam practical Biochemistry. Nak dijadikan cerita, the day before exam tu,I didn't read the books and notes whole-heartedly. Sempat lagi buat marathon Nodame Cantabelle (don't know how to spell, asl ade bunyi). Bajet macam sempat la nak abis baca semua from night till the next morning since the exam was started at 9a.m. Dah la msuk from Block 1 till Block 4. Orang berlagak pandai memang macam ni. Serve me right, ain't it? Pendekkan cerita, the exam was held in 2 sessions at different places. 

1st session the questions were projected through LCD and the 2nd one was performance which held in our Practical Lab. Okay, I'm pretty sure you guys could figure out what had happened to me. I CAN'T ANSWER THE QUESTIONS!  I was like starring at the questions and said to myself 'oh my goodness,I should revised the previous blocks paper and and and do the revision thoroughly! T_T BANGGG! padan muka100x!  

Baiklah, situasi di atas adalah ibarat BATU BATA (or even bigger than this). Allah dah baling dah diri ni dgn batu-batu kecil. Tapi, sebab hamba dia ni lam-pi (LAMbat PIck up) tu yang hentak dgn batu besar. Bagi rasa sikit. I've learnt my lessons. InshaAllah.

Cerita di atas adalah contoh semata-mata. Mungkin anda ada cerita yang lagi merobek hati yang membuat kan you returned to Allah immediately after that. Basically, ustaz ckp kita harus tahu dan faham ujian dan takdir Allah supaya kita boleh mngurus takdir kita selari dgn takdir Allah. InshaAllah.

#sekarang tgh mood exam. Doakan saya dan rakan2. We're currently sitting for our Final Block 4 exam and on 21st July our final university exam will be started. Laluilah hari-hari kita dengan mempelajari tarbiyah Allah yg ditakdirkan utk kita setiap hari. Learn and don't give up. Allah always be by our side. :)

See, we're not alone. Don't be afraid. Remember Allah wherever
we go. ^_^

Allah knows what suit you the best! He give you the way,
and it depends on your choice! So, choose wisely!

Jazakumullahu khaiyran kathira.....

Hectic Week?

As-salamu 'alaikum w.b.t (May peace be upon you)


Bismi Allahi Ar-rahman Ar-rahim. :)


Alhamdulillah, all praises to Allah. He still gives me a chance to live in His world and repent for my wrongdoings. For your information, I'm not sleep yet and surprisingly I didn't feel sleepy. Nevertheless, I don't have any idea what's going to happen to me few hours later.


Next week gonna be a very hectic week, I guessed because our daily schedule was packed with OSPE (practical examination), class tests, viva and PBL (problem based learning). EVERYDAY! Actually, we've encountered similar situation before and it wasn't that hectic. Alhamdulillah. Allah ease our way. 
Hoping for the best next week. After you have loaded lots of effort, you should leave the rest to Allah. In sha Allah. He'll determines what suits you very well.


Naa, I'm not in the mood of writing. Just wanna 'boasting' bout my hectic schedule next week. Here's the list:

1. Monday : OSPE Physiology for Block IV final (will be conducted similar to Uni's exam).
2. Tuesday : Prosthodontics viva about teeth arrangement, landmarks and articulators.
3. Wednesday : Oral biology class test (essay regarding odontogenesis = tooth development)
4. Thursday : OSPE Oral Biology including Block I and IV.
5. Friday : PBL Biochemistry (need to understand and memorize all the contents of learning objectives)
6. Saturday : Class test Physiology (which is supposed to be on Friday but we postponed it to Saturday)
7. Sunday : the one and only day left for us to 'rest' after fulfilled the schedule.

Well, that's life! Allah knows that we're capable to overcome such hectic schedule. So, no worries as long as you have Allah in your heart. Don't simply consigned everything to Allah. Instead, we need to put tremendous efforts in every single thing we did. Because basically Allah will grants us according or based on our efforts.

Okay, from now on. Let's strive towards excellence! :) :)

Jazakumullahu khaiyran kathseera. 

Wallahu a'alam.

My life is full of misery(?)

Assalamu 'alaikum w.b.t, may peace be upon you... :)


Bismillah Ar-Rahman Ar-Rahim..


This is my second entry of the day. Heh, first time ever..I just wanna share something which running in my head and stuffed my heart. Something that make me feel stress and tension. I don't even know how to put it in words. I know Allah has assigned our life before we're coming to this world even before we live in intrauterine life.

But somehow I felt like we couldn't simply say "Oh, I was becoming like this because of Allah's will. It's a fate and can't be changed." And the worst is if we put the BLAME ON Allah.


Lets us have a deeply thought about it. Okay, we might allowed to say the phrase when it comes to crucial decision which will lead for the rest of your life (say it when u feel it is suitable depending upon the situation which you were in). For example, the course that we've chosen after we finished high school. This is based on my personal experience. I applied for medic but Allah destined me for dentistry course. In sha Allah, I'll pass this course with flying colors and become someone beneficial for ummah.


Along with the destined and chosen path, Allah tested us everyday. He tested our imaan every split seconds. Day by day our level of imaan keeps changing either INCREASED or DECREASED (Na'udzubillah). We don't know and incapable to discovered how imaan is measured. Today we might doing lots of good deeds. Better than yesterday. But we don't have any idea about what is going to happen tomorrow. And we seek for Allah guidance, ask for His mercy. If our today is worst than yesterday, then we're in a great loss!


If we rewound our daily life's tape not by pressing the rewind button but by using the most important center of our body, Mr. Brain every night before we sleep or list down every single thing which we've done all day long (if you dare enough), we could determine how many good or bad things that we did. It is SELF-REFLECTION. But please don't miss out our minor actions such as had negative thought towards someone which remained in our mind and not expressed.


A productive muslim will plans his/her day before the day start. Guess what, it inevitably helps you to be more discipline and responsible. Even our five pillars of islam also helps us in building our personality in various ways, Masha Allah. In sha Allah, I'll explain bout it in my next entry.


In a nutshell, if you feel bad or lost interest in doing anything seek for Allah's helps and refugees. Ask for His forgiveness because He is the most Forgiven. If you feel there is no hope, believe in Allah. He always with us. He's keeping his eyes on us. And His angels, Raqib and Atid followed His orders, writing every single action that we did whether good or bad.


*The contents might not suit the title very well. My life is such in misery right now. I don't know how to express it. But what I knew is Allah knows and understands me more than myself. Because it is impossible for Allah to not know about His creations thoroughly.


Thanks for reading.
Jazakumullahu khaiyran katsira. :)

Shy to live, Decline to dead(?)

Asslammu 'alaikum. :)

As the title framed, this blog has been neglect for about 2 months without any new entry even a short one. =.='


Like I mentioned before, 'writhing ain't my passion'..Well, what came to my mind was "If you not engrossed in writing, why you created this blog?  Come on, man (though i'm a girl).." 


What catalyst me to start writing again was my friend. Hahaha. She said she viewed my blog and only had 'one' entry. Okay, correction. I had TWO entries la. Heh, it's not something to be proud of.


This is going to be a short and simple entry. Just wanna make the THIRD one (showing some improvement). In sha Allah, I'll blog more useful entries after this. 


Let's use our precious time to the fullest. Filled it with necessary things. This is merely to remind my own self. Because I'm a short-memory-person. Especially, when it is related to my faith. 


May Allah grants us steadfastness on worshiping Him and struggling defense our imaan. In sha Allah.


Jazakumullahu khairan katsira. :)