The 'Past Tense'

Bismillahirrahmannirrahim..

Assalammu'alaikum w.b.t

It has been months since the last time I was blogging. We got 3 weeks off for mid sem holidays. It's kinda short but alhamdulillah I felt very much nourished after met all the people of paradise in shaa Allah, my family <3. Sorry, my english was very bad since the secondary school. I learned for the sake to pass the examination. Remember, SPM? almost 5 years ago. Huhu.

Okay, today I wanna share some of my thoughts during the day. I did tweet about it in twitter but twitter provide toooooo little characters per one for me to express my overwhelmed feeling. Lol. *padahal takda idea langsung* So, here it is. Enjoy! though you may not.\(0.0)/ 

I think it feels good

When someone you 'loved' before 

Said s/he can't let u go

It means, you leaved intense mark in their heart

Ecehh. :D

If we come to think deeper about this thing

Who is the owner of love?

ALLAH

Who gives the love between two or more people?

ALLAH

Who holds our heart?

ALLAH

So,

Human to human relationship usually doesn't last long

Why?

Because we gonna die!

Even if one of us aren't died yet, surely we'll be separated one day

Our feelings and emotions keep on changing day by day

Or at a faster rate?

We might love our partner today more than yesterday or vice versa

Let me go straight to the point.

This is for people who are in a temporary relationship

Not-yet-married-relationship.

Though the married one has chance to divorce,but I don't want to talk about them now

Lets say, in a one fine day you guys 'break off'

#Pranggg! Hati jatuh, pecah, takda harapan dah nak hidup like "This gonna be the end of my life"

Err, please don't utter these words.

Who asked you to give your heart to whom you're not yet halal with?

Serve you right. HAHA.

Well, I did encounter this situation before.

The 'monkey-love' thingy

I'm very much thankful and grateful to Allah for stopped my stupidity

Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah

When you break up with your partner,

Do you ever think that Allah loves you more than your 'past tense' did?

He wants to draw your attention to Him

Only focus on Him

He provides you the way to come closer to Him

He gives you the light

You're too far from Him when you're madly in love with your 'past tense'

He wants you to pray, ask for forgiveness as He is The Most Merciful and The Most Forgiving.

He wants you to built the love with Him first before the others

Because He is your Lord.

My Lord. Our Lord. ALLAH.

He loves us more than our mother does

Because He is The Owner of Love

If He didn't install the love in our heart, we'll not fall in love with that person

That's why there're people who love and hate us.

Subhanallah, Masha Allah

And usually we love our partner the most after Allah and Rasulullah.

He loves us MORE than one could imagine.

When we've reached the limit, 

Which is too far from Him

He tests you with the 'break up'

He wants to give you something better

REWARDS (pahala) and PARADISE

He doesn't want you to go further away from our purpose of life in this temporary world

So, 

Don't despair on His mercy.

Keep on praying, hoping, repenting and believing in Allah.

He won't disappoint us.

He wants us to rely solely on Him

As He is our Provider, Sustainer, Cherisher, Nourisher

He always listens to us.

And never ever fail to do so.

He is so busy but still gives His best attention to us

Hear our du'a

Gives anything that we need in this life

And many more.

So,

Is it appropriate for us to love a human more than Him?

Obviously, NO!

We should love Him more than anything in this world.

Then only our life will be full of His blessing and we'll feel the contentment of this life.

LIVE THIS TEMPORARY LIFE FOR THE PERMANENT ONE

Prepare for the Hereafter

Allah loves you and why you keep on complaining about you so-called inadequate life?

He gives what you NEED.

Not what you WANT.

Yeah, you can ask Him to grant you anything

But only He knows what's the best for you.

Accept every single thing with an open heart.

Complaining will lead to various complication,

Headache, hypertension n etc.

Live this life beautifully with Allah inside our heart.

Think about His Greatness

How beautiful He created this world for us to live in and to serve Him.

Live this life according to Allah's Law

Not according to our own self desires.

Okay, I think it's enough for tonight. I'm super sleepy from the start.

May Allah bless us. May He didn't stop giving us the light which will always guides us to His path. 

Ameen.

Jazakumullah khairan kathira. 

Wasalam. :)